crumbled | 004 ✚ voice, plus filters

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[the feed starts with a slight clearing of his throat.]

To those who were-- worried --about me last week. Yukio replaced my stitches and I'm fine now.

[uhhh.

there was a thanks here, but it got cut--]

Thanks.

[--off. or not.]

[FILTERED TO EXORCISTS (ALMA, LAVI, KANDA, ALLEN, LENALEE, CROSS, AND.. THAT ONE TYKI.. and Link sure. prolly hackable but why would you want to, there's nothing to hear.]

I'll talk.

If you'll listen.

[the pains in his arm and head peaked out a few days ago and as been declining steadily ever since. he doesn't know if it'll stop completely at some point (only to start back up again) but it's at a manageable (functional) level now and he'll take advantage of it.

it's story time, comrades.]

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[/latches onto.. ;u;]

No one else knew I was still alive. You know how Central works. They'll do anything to win.

[Back and Renee and Komui and them aren't the ones who should be blamed. there's only so much you can protest before the powers that be crack down and demand it gets done..]

[/squirms! :T ]

How dare they-- [Rage burning all it touches, burning up from red hot embers buried deep inside, an old rage...]

[A familiar rage...

Alma stops short. Red blood everywhere, everyone's dead. everyone's dead--

He swallows, his throat tight, this time not from nerves but from that fear of himself... of what he's capable of...]

[Then that expression is tucked away.

He places his hand against his chest and wears a muted, but unhappy mask.]

[With his forced calm] ...Why did they think you were dead?

Komui and the others... they know you heal, right?

[he's watching carefully, not quite knowing but understanding all the same.

he's sorry he has to tell you this.]

..I'd been missing for two years before that. Probably dead. I don't remember.

[Expression wobbling a bit, but the mask stays put for now.]

... I see.. so... they brought you back.. again.

[he doesn't need to affirm it, since there aren't many other conclusions to come to.]

..When I saw you, I--

I thought they'd brought you back, too.

Oh. [Alma assumes Kanda means from when they were children.

Still. That whole conversation makes more sense now...]

No.. they haven't done anything... more than what was already done. [I'm here and alive. He doesn't count the mindwiping and mental fuckery they pushed on him into this equation.]

Are you.. okay? [As okay as you can be.] What do you remember?

[he doesn't, but it's likely for the best that he doesn't explain himself fully. this part, these fears, he'll keep to himself.

that doesn't stop the small sigh of relief, though.]

Everything. Mostly. They.. tried to seal up my memories again., but it didn't work.

[..well, to be specific, the casters sorta failed it on purpose, but. details.]

[The 'again' to Alma, points to them trying to wipe things after their fight... Which Alma assumes they did to Kanda too.]

It never does work, does it? [A little soberly. Although it doesn't really make sense to Alma for them to try to erase Kanda's memories of the Order... and then just stick him back in the Order. He must have seen something else...]

[they have a lot of misunderstandings to go through 6_9 once they realize it.]

No... But it's easy enough to pretend. [misunder..standings.. 'llujah learn to tell the whole story okay.]

[So many misunderstandings... but with their mismatch histories it's not surprising.]

Sometimes, yeah.

.... Are you okay, though?

[they'll fill in the blanks somehow, sooner or later.]

I'm fine. Mostly. Could be better.

[Somehow.]

... Anything I can do? [How does one help with Innocence stitched inside...?]

..No. I don't think so.

[get him painkillers maybe. but. that's not a demand he'd make in this kind of situation.]

[Just. Concerned derpfretting over here, Yu.]

... I won't let them hurt you again. [Doesn't care how impossible this is.]

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